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[12 Aug 2005|02:02pm] NEW LIVEJOURNAL! Chasing Some Dreams Labeled Distractions

[07 Aug 2005|07:16pm] new LJ xx_bang yeah its me :) add me bitch faces Chasing Some Dreams Labeled Distractions

[05 Aug 2005|12:17pm] wednesday: Went shopping with Ashley and bought 2 pairs of pants Yesturday: Went to Karies, hung out with her and her friends. the end Chasing Some Dreams Labeled Distractions

[02 Aug 2005|01:45pm] The other day i went to lake compounce with rebel and her family after sleeping for 5 hours cuz it was the day after i went to the ladd center with my family. i rode the "down time" aka scream, hellevator and other things im sure! i rode that 3 times, i rode like almost every ride there. then slept at rebels. i could tell you lots and ltos of things about what i did....but it really would take too long and bore you! Chasing Some Dreams Labeled Distractions

[02 Aug 2005|12:18am] ok so new layout again i love THANK YOU OLIVE i couldnt have it without her! I did everything except for getting the code for the entries being in a scroll box that was all olive man i love youuuuu i love my profile now too hhaha the last background was made in paint and could have been soo much better i now have photoshop WOO I EVEN MADE MY ICON IM THE COOLEST EVER ok its not the best icon BUT I MADE IT and i made the background omg i love myself@ 2 Dream ChaserDream Chasers Chasing Some Dreams Labeled Distractions

[31 Jul 2005|02:18am] ok so tonight i went out with my mom and robin and josh and April....So we went to the ladd center and like we parked at a store across the road and walked into it. The ladd center is a haunted mental institution thats been abandoned. My sisters been a few times and got caught once so we know they have security. We are walking and jump into the bushes every time a car passed by or we thought a car passed by. Of course into pricker bushes. Then josh went back and got the car. then we went to the ladd center got in and walked around i took some pics but my camera wouldnt work :O(hauntedness!) ...then we went to the mercy brown grave...then we ran out of gas...then...we sat on the side of the road in a circle and joked around...-.- hahah...then we were driving home...and got pulled over gee wizz i Y you Chasing Some Dreams Labeled Distractions

[30 Jul 2005|02:27am] Pikkas Peekchers Piccies Whatever you want to call them! ( Read more... ) 1 Dream ChaserDream Chasers Chasing Some Dreams Labeled Distractions

[28 Jul 2005|05:46pm] i was thinking of making a NEW LJ where its like...noone who reads can tell my gender...??? cuz if u go back in this one...gender will become obvious Chasing Some Dreams Labeled Distractions

[28 Jul 2005|12:35am] i havent slept in 35 1/2 hours im tired *dies* ( Read more... ) 14 Dream ChaserDream Chasers Chasing Some Dreams Labeled Distractions

[26 Jul 2005|12:30pm] i feel SOOO cool when i come online and have emails or have comments on my LJ i wish they had a cool smilie fer LJ like they do on AIM i Y YOU :D i love everyone who reads my LJ so if you are reading it then i love you 2 Dream ChaserDream Chasers Chasing Some Dreams Labeled Distractions

[26 Jul 2005|01:18am] ok now that i have severe mental issues. I cant wait for anything waiting pisses me off. Something is sincerely wrong with me lately, and i just dont know what it is. I'm sick and im always looking up diseases online and symptoms of them and im like "oh i might have that" i think im OCD im starting to think im a hypocondriac. Uhh im always bored i stay up all night and sleep sometimes. I miss EVERYONE. Olive Chelsea Trina Vinny Cait Rebel Amanda Molly Clarissa People i talk to every day, i miss them too. I feel so detatched. My computer is a fucking mess. I just want dead aim and aim 5.5 NOPE i have to have AIM 5.9. With the stupid YGP picture finder. THEN i have aimutation which is horrible. its like "woo lets be a big mess and conflict with myself" my icons cover my names i never known when anyone IM's me i hate itttttttttt. I have 45782078 programs that i have to delete. I havent resized a photo in forever. I need to work on my site which is like woo lets...not be updated. I redid an LJ layout. IM SO BACKED UP. I think im going to write a list of everything thats stressing me out and tackle one project at a time. THEN die. OK I LIED...then maybe everything will be fixed. YEY 10 Dream ChaserDream Chasers Chasing Some Dreams Labeled Distractions

[25 Jul 2005|03:45pm] OK so i spent over 24 hours and was up til 6 am working on this i hope you like it cuz i do :) My layout = outlaw love 11 Dream ChaserDream Chasers Chasing Some Dreams Labeled Distractions

[25 Jul 2005|05:59am] another new layout the lisa one was just a fill in i <3 this one cept maybe the background which i made myself >.< i might make a neww one O.o Chasing Some Dreams Labeled Distractions

[24 Jul 2005|06:03pm] kfja;ksdf how does everyone like my LISA layout its a temp til i make the one i want! SHES SO HOT!!! YEAH WOO! 1 Dream ChaserDream Chasers Chasing Some Dreams Labeled Distractions

[23 Jul 2005|12:57pm] ok so i try talking to my "best friend" about this shit, but he doesnt seem to make me feel any better, just worse...So i called my dad cuz we do something every saturday and why should today be any different...well i called and hes going home and going to bed because he doesnt feel good and he has to go out tonight. I'd assume he has a date with a girl thats half his age or has to go to the bar like every other night(literally). Well i told my so called best friend all of this and then he decided to make me jealous again. So...im giving up... the end Chasing Some Dreams Labeled Distractions

[22 Jul 2005|05:30am] I cannot stand people who call things "gay" (such as an inatime object and whatnot) when they are clearly not, for eg: "that book is gay!" i hate it! Grow up you pathetic terds, there are much more offensive words than saying someone or soemthing is gay. How bisexuality has become a trend. (Even though some of the people who say they are, would never have a relationship with someone of their own gender, i am sick of little girls running around telling people they are bisexual when they have kissed a girl, i ask them, would you ever consider haveing a girlfriend? And they reply with "Ewwwwwwwwwww! Thats wrong!" People who are completely obsessed with their boyfriend/girlfriend..theyre just another person, it does not make them "the most beautiful person on earth" if you are in 'love' with them...and nobody wants to see/hear you rambling on about them in the first place. ok i read that in someones profile, and it is exactly how i feel so i had to put it in here. NOW ill ramble and complain because...im tired...and its late...stayed up all night talking to jesse... ok to the people who arent going to read this who say "OMG I LOVE __________" in every single away message and all over their entire profile, i dont believe u. Simply because u feel the need to post it everywhere. its like those girls who are like "OMG IM BISEXUAL EVERYONE WATCH ME KISS A GIRL! IM GOING TO PUT PICS OF ME KISSING GIRLS IN MY PROFILE" i think if u have to advertise it EVERYWHERE and let it consume ur entire life...its not real. You should be able to have a life outside of the person you are dating...people annoy me, they just DO. all of them at one point or another annoy me. Another thing that annoys me is when people are with their friends thy are different, they dont want to talk to you, and its just annoying. If your with your friends why do you have to be on AIM annoying me...and when people use you...when they arent RAELLY your friend...they just talk to you cuz u dont really know them or their friends so they confide in u and u cant go tell the kids at school cuz its an over the internet things, and u cant go tell their friends cuz u dont know them. and im really horny the past couple days, i cant help it... i just am...*dies*....ew...im like spazzing with rage...ew people annoy me...like when u say "how are you" and they say "good" and u say "cool" THE END...they never ask u how u are...-.-...or if someone KNOWS u are jealous of someone and they still talk about that person...-.- and how my mom drinks, and...(now im just venting) and how people dont accept me...and im ugly...and i notice this when i look in the mirror lately...like sometimes ill be like "hmm im not ugly" then i go through times when im like "OMG IM SO FUCKING UGLY" ew and like...i hate my best friend...he annoys me...especially when hes with his friends...and acting different...and like ew...making me jealous of he knows who...ew. the sun is rising...what else annoys me...uhhh...3 way calls...cuz like its never perfect its always like ew. when people worry too much about things that other people do that dont affect them, when people have NO computer knowledge (im a hypocrit) when people say "i hate prejudice people" stupid thats prejudice in itself...or when they say "i hate prejudice, and people that do __________" thats prejudice too dip shit....when guys swear too much in front of girls....its disrespectful. Doctors, dentists...myself...uhhh...i hope noones reading all this HAHAH...when best friends, just stop talking...like me and nick seem to be doing. When people say "your a poser" just cuz u are like "woo i like __________(slipknot, hottopic...um anything)" to be a poser you have to be TRYING to be someone, or something...i hate when someones liek "oo look at that posre" umm u dont even KNOW them...how do u know that they are poser...i mean i guess reading some peoples profiles u can tell...but seriously...you cant just go around calling everyone who is who they want to be, a poser...cuz anyone can look at me and think im a poser...but im not. Like today some girl called me a poser and told me im trying to be punk i was like ....laughing...cuz im SO not punk nowheres near....HAHAHA...punk LMFAO...idk where people get this stuff. The new "ghetto" slang typing with the capitals and lower cases and my lack of understanding any of it, and my lack of ability to do it smoothly. i cant even capitalize the begining of my sentance. when my brother listens to music i like. HES A POSER...he listens to rap, then when anyone says they like rap hes like "rap sucks" and hes like "OMG IM GREEN DAYS BIGGEST FAN" uhh just because green day is all like mainstream now...like everyone loves em so he does...green day and good charlotte GOD SHOOT ME....its 6 am...-.- i stayed up...til 6 am and im not tired...maybe i should go to bed, but i figure the later i go to bed, the later i wake up THE LESS I HAVE TO DEAL WITH FROM MY STUPID ANNOYING FRIENDS THAT I DONT LIKE i love my friends so ignore that im sorry if i said anything offensive in here Y 4 Dream ChaserDream Chasers Chasing Some Dreams Labeled Distractions

[22 Jul 2005|05:17am] i stayed up all night talking to jesse, and um..i think ill go to bed now :p Chasing Some Dreams Labeled Distractions

[21 Jul 2005|08:44pm] i dont raelly have anything to write, my best friend is being a butt head lately. I'm quite stressed. i dont like to be awake. I feel lonely :(, uhh...i miss everyone. I feel like i never talk to anyone lately, and i miss them... Jesse = Sexipants CutiefaceYSexipants Married 72105 i have to redo all my layouts im bored with them Chasing Some Dreams Labeled Distractions

[20 Jul 2005|03:27am] TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Sam or Autumn(preferably Autumn) Birthday: July 5th 1989 Birthplace: a hospital i suppose Current Location: my computer chair! Eye Color: hmm blue Hair Color: hmm black...fer now! Height: 5'7 Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: human...or so im told The Shoes You Wore Today: i didnt wear any today Your Weakness: uhh cuddlyness i s'posee Your Fears: being lonely Your Perfect Pizza: cheese Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: conquer insecurity Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: ew or woo Thoughts First Waking Up: must i go online and talk to my friends.... Your Best Physical Feature: hmm...hair i guess Your Bedtime: when im tiredd Your Most Missed Memory: uhh...when i was dating kyle i guess Pepsi or Coke: woo coke MacDonalds or Burger King: ew burger king Single or Group Dates: mm single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: umm dont drink eitherrr Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate babe Cappuccino or Coffee: dont drink eitherrrr haha Do you Smoke: nopee im a good kid Do you Swear: uh not usually..i find it disrespectful, and makes me sound...annoying... Do you Sing: duh Do you Shower Daily: no Have you Been in Love: no Do you want to go to College: yes Do you want to get Married: yes Do you belive in yourself: sometimes Do you get Motion Sickness: um ew no Do you think you are Attractive: depends....haha Are you a Health Freak: uhh no Do you get along with your Parents: um...mom...yea sometimes Do you like Thunderstorms: YES Do you play an Instrument: not correctly woo In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no In the past month have you Smoked: no In the past month have you been on Drugs: no In the past month have you gone on a Date: ....kinda....ok yeah...i guess hahaha In the past month have you gone to a Mall: uh i dont think so...WAIT YES! In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: uh ew yeah In the past month have you eaten Sushi: ew no In the past month have you been on Stage: umm...no... In the past month have you been Dumped: hmm no In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no In the past month have you Stolen Anything: ...yeah Ever been Drunk: yeah Ever been called a Tease: prolly Ever been Beaten up: hahah...no Ever Shoplifted: yeah How do you want to Die: suicide, or unknowingly What do you want to be when you Grow Up: detective, photographer, web page designer thingy What country would you most like to Visit: hmm ireland...hahaha In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: uh...dark dark dark brown Favourite Hair Color: pretty colors like hot pink! Short or Long Hair: short on girls long on boys Height: hmm short girls, tall boys Weight: umm skinny like...anerexic Best Clothing Style: "punk" or "goth" eww i hate labels Number of Drugs I have taken: none Number of CDs I own: tons! Number of Piercings: ew like 90 someday! Number of Tattoos: hmm idk...none? Number of things in my Past I Regret: none :) CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! First Name: sam or autumn (preferably autumn) Middle Name: its a secret Birthday: July 5th 1989 Eyes: blue Hair: black at the moment Fav color: hmm black or hot pink or...something bright idk Day/Night: mmm night! Fave Food: uh...idk FRIENDS AND LIFE do you ever wish you had another name? yeah Autmn Do you like anyone? not really.... Which one of your friends acts the most like you? uhh...cait i guess Who's the loudest? Clarissa i think ahahahahha Who have you known the longest of your friends? Lisa Who's the shyest: Rebel... Are you close to any family members? not really... When you cried the most: when kyle broke up with me What's the best feeling in the world: love Worst Feeling: heartbreak FINISH EACH SENTENCE: Let's walk on the: beach Let's run through: uhh...flowers Let's look at the: stars What a nice: day? Where did all the: colors go! Why can't you: shut up! Silly, little: me Tell me: a bed time story! HAVE YOU: Ran away from home: no Pictured your crush naked: hell yeah! Skipped school: mm skipped a class... Broken someone's heart: hmm i think so Been in love: no Cried when someone died: yeah Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: duh Done something embarrassing: hahah yea i guess...i dont really get embarassed Done a drug: no Cried in school: duh RANDOM Your Good Luck Charm: nothing.... Person You Hate Most: idk Best Thing That Has Happened: i dont know, lots of good things happen... Ice Cream: mmm idk what its called WHO Makes you laugh the most: um idk... Makes you smile: uhh...idk Has A Crush On You: derek Do You Have A Crush On Someone: naw HAVE YOU EVER Fallen for your best friend?: yep Made out with JUST a friend?: yep Kissed two people in the same day?: ...i dont think so Had sex with two different people in the same day?: hahah no not yet! Been rejected: . yeah Been in love?: no Been used?: yeah Done something you regret?: no Cheated on someone?: kinda Been called a tease: hmm yeah WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON... You touched?: uhh...in what way :O You talked to on the phone?: uhh...idk You hugged?: omgggg IDK You instant messaged?: billy You kissed?: tee hee im not telling! You yelled at?: dave (sorry!) Who text messaged you?: hollie Who broke your heart?: nick.... Who told you they loved you?: Jessse CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! Chasing Some Dreams Labeled Distractions

[20 Jul 2005|12:26am] ok so stress like WOAH ok so i dun even know where to start, its all so much...i just feel alone, and noones helping me, i feel like noone cares and when i try to talk about they have to go making me feel worse, making me cry, even my best friend, and if i dont have him i dont have anyone. I wish i could talk to baby bro, but idk where he is i cant get ahold of him, and i just want someone to cry too...but theres noone....so im spilling my heart to my LJ, in hopes that someone reads it, and someone cares...cuz im jealous and insecure and upset and crying...and i just need someone, anyone to show me they care about me. I told my best friend everything that was wrong, and he said he had to go to bed. I HATE HIM SOMETIMES i really do. This is one of those times. He makes me jealous and lonely and makes me feel stupid and sick. i think im going to go outside, i just hope things dont get like they used to. Where id feel crazy, i dont know...im going to shut up, before i get sick. Maybe ill read the perks of being a wallflower, that always makes me feel better...and im not even writing whats wrong in here, cuz its too much, and its just a mess, and i really hate it....i need a hug 4 Dream ChaserDream Chasers Chasing Some Dreams Labeled Distractions

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